Najpierw E. – jego pok\u00f3j znajduje si\u0119 najdalej. Korzystam z tego, \u017ce \u015bpi i mog\u0119 go do woli przytula\u0107, nacieszy\u0107 si\u0119 zapachem jego sk\u00f3ry (jego \u015bpi\u0105ce policzki wci\u0105\u017c pachn\u0105 tak jak wtedy kiedy by\u0142 niemowlakiem😊), spokojnie g\u0142askam go po czole, a on kiedy \u015bpi nie odrzuca mojej d\u0142oni, ale cz\u0119sto przez sen unosi lekko k\u0105ciki ust, jakby si\u0119 u\u015bmiecha\u0142 😊.<\/p>\n
Potem Natalka. Na pocz\u0105tku j\u0105 przykrywam ko\u0142dr\u0105, bo zawsze „skopie” j\u0105 na dywan, potem delikatnie musz\u0119 przymkn\u0105\u0107 jej usta, by wymusi\u0107 oddychanie przez nos. Opuszkami palc\u00f3w uk\u0142adam jej g\u0142ow\u0119 lekko do do\u0142u, bo mocno j\u0105 zawsze odchyla. Chodzi o to \u017ceby oddycha\u0142a prawid\u0142owo. W jej przypadku odginanie g\u0142owy do ty\u0142u podczas nocnego odpoczynku jest naturalne, ale bardzo niekorzystne dla jako\u015bci snu.\u00a0 \u015api cz\u0119\u015bciowo na boku i cz\u0119\u015bciowo na brzuchu. Zostawiam buziaka na czole, a ona zawsze przez sen mamrocze przy tym „dzi\u0119kuj\u0119 mamusiu, kocham ci\u0119” 😊. „Ja Ciebie te\u017c, dobranoc” i wychodz\u0119. Zamykam drzwi, bo je\u015bli tego nie zrobi\u0119, ona wstanie, cho\u0107by twardo spa\u0142a i trzasnie nimi tak, \u017ce obudzi Ma\u0107ka. A wtedy on od razu przybiegnie do sypialni i nie pozwoli mi doko\u0144czy\u0107 „rytua\u0142u”.<\/p>\n
Do Ma\u0107ka wchodz\u0119 na ko\u0144cu, jego pok\u00f3j s\u0105siaduje z naszym. Zaczynam od odwr\u00f3cenia ko\u0142dry guzikami do do\u0142u\u00a0 (M., jego tata,\u00a0 zawsze uk\u0142ada ko\u0142dr\u0119 guzikami do g\u00f3ry, zak\u0142adaj\u0105c, \u017ce Maciek, tak jak on „za malucha” b\u0119dzie w nocy chcia\u0142 je gry\u017a\u0107 dla lepszego snu…), potem poprawiam podusi\u0119, M. nie dba o to by le\u017ca\u0142a r\u00f3wno i „w symetrycznych odst\u0119pach od prog\u00f3w \u0142\u00f3\u017cka”.\u00a0 😠 To on zwykle zanosi ju\u017c \u015bpi\u0105cego Ma\u0107ka do jego pokoju. A ja zawsze poprawiam za nim. Wiem, \u017ce nie\u00a0 musz\u0119\u00a0 – Ma\u0107kowi i tak \u015bpi si\u0119 wygodnie. Ale tak mam i ju\u017c! Wiem te\u017c, \u017ce najp\u00f3\u017aniej za godzin\u0119 i tak przyw\u0119druje do naszego \u0142\u00f3\u017cka i wskoczy pomi\u0119dzy nas. Ale teraz musz\u0119 doko\u0144czy\u0107 „rytua\u0142”….<\/p>\n
Kiedy czuj\u0119 si\u0119 spe\u0142niona jako mama? Kiedy w nocy przed p\u00f3j\u015bciem spa\u0107 robi\u0119 „rundk\u0119” po pokojach moich dzieci i upewniam si\u0119\u00a0 (wci\u0105\u017c! po tylu latach!), \u017ce… oddychaj\u0105, \u017ce maj\u0105 ciep\u0142e nosy i d\u0142onie, \u017ce s\u0105 ca\u0142kowicie bezpieczne w swoich \u0142\u00f3\u017ckach…
\nPotrafi\u0119 wsta\u0107 w \u015brodku nocy je\u015bli przypomn\u0119 sobie, \u017ce nie przykrylam Natalce n\u00f3g, czy nie poprawi\u0142am E. poduszki.
\nCierpi\u0119 chyba na Zesp\u00f3\u0142 Matczynych Natr\u0119ctw 😂. Nie wiem czy to si\u0119 leczy, ale moje dzieci s\u0105 coraz starsze. Obawiam si\u0119, \u017ce\u00a0 je\u015bli nie przejdzie mi to szybko, b\u0119d\u0105 musieli na noc zak\u0142ada\u0107 mi kaftan bezpiecze\u0144stwa 😂.
\nMy – mamu\u015bki, jeste\u015bmy jakie\u015b dziwne 😜.<\/p>\n
A mo\u017ce tylko ja tak mam 🤔?..<\/p>\n
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Najpierw E. – jego pok\u00f3j znajduje si\u0119 najdalej. Korzystam z tego, \u017ce \u015bpi i mog\u0119 go do woli przytula\u0107, nacieszy\u0107 si\u0119 zapachem jego sk\u00f3ry (jego \u015bpi\u0105ce policzki wci\u0105\u017c pachn\u0105 tak jak wtedy kiedy by\u0142 niemowlakiem😊), spokojnie g\u0142askam go po czole, a on kiedy \u015bpi nie odrzuca mojej d\u0142oni, ale cz\u0119sto przez sen unosi lekko k\u0105ciki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":949,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"","ocean_second_sidebar":"","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"","ocean_custom_header_template":"","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"off","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[837,828,830,832,834],"class_list":["post-817","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","tag-miloscmatki","tag-opieka-pl","tag-rodzicielstwo-pl","tag-troska-pl","tag-troskaodzieci-pl","entry","has-media"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t